when the final projects are (almost) done.

ergh, am I being moody for updating this blog, dear? and everything in my mind is kinda random....

Dear, I only have one more final project to finish: Psycholinguistics. the test items are kinda psycho!! what kind of sorcery is this, I have to analyze two dangdut songs: Cinta Satu Malam and Mobil bergoyang - i know that the songs are erotic, they state the sexual contents explicitly. that's it. and the lecturer needs a loooong explanation? what?

and I also have to analyze a controversial nursery rhymes.
Add fuel to the flames,
Bite hands that feed you
Breathe down someone's neck
carrot-and-stick
drag your feet.

And I have to give a loooooooooong explanation? agaaain? what I know is only this one: that this  nursery rhymes teach a kid to do violence, and to become a rebellion. that's all. period. need more?

aaargh, it's the only final project left. C'moooon!!

another things that make me confused are about double degree registration, and about my internship. we didn't receive any info when is the period of the registration, even I tried to confirm to the central registration office, they DON'T know where the period is. Shameeee! I wanna register for the double degree. it is supposed to be on the end of the semester, but, heeey... no information attached on the information board, nor in the faculty's office....
About my internship, since I plan to have a class on 'semester pendek' and becoming the supervisor of freshmen orientation, I simply unable to leave my city, therefore I have to find an institution inside this city - and to be more exact, I finally choose an institution in my university.... this is, Central Indonesian Studies - Bahasa Indonesia bagi penutur asing! hopefully i will be accepted as a tutor of theirs.

ah, one more thing! that I just bought several pink things: a KOREAN notebook, pens, correction fluid, bedroom slippers, hello kitty folder, and a writing pad. kewl!

pink, why are you so tempting?

I will never feel enough of those pinky things. And it is already a warning that I have spent too much money for it. Stop it, nji.

Recently I bought a pink jellycase, a matte screenguard and a headset (but it's purple, hehe) and it costs me quite many. but I have warned myself NOT to buy things I WANT, but to buy things I NEED. OK, I DEFINITELY, BADLY NEED a screenguard. my cellphone is a touchscreen samsung and some scratches are found on the screen, because I rarely cut my nails *tsaaah*!

dear, why am I so obsessed with pink things?

well, I learnt a lesson then. when I went to a department store to buy that purple headset (don't worry, purple is also my fav color besides pink, but I don't use it too much).
Me: *choosing the headsets offered by the shop attendant* "Mbak, is it all you have?"
Her: "yes"
Me: "No pink color"
Her: "unfortunately no"
Me: *take the purple one and match it with my pink jellycase* "Hey, it matches! great!"

then I purchased it. Well, pink goes excellent with purple, I know that :D

the lesson is,

"why everything should be pink? I know it is your favorite color, your bedroom is dominated with this color, and too many pink stuffs will make you feel weird." 
to relate this with life, I conclude that I cannot always ask for things that I like, sometimes I am given a situation that is uncomfortable with me. just like an analogy of pink and purple. sometimes I think that I can't accept another color but pink, but, please..... try to be realistic, please open up your heart to see a fact that purple goes well with pink! so, not everything should be pink, and so is life... not everything should be nice =)"

ain't it?