As days are being counted

3 Days to go :)

my aunt starts packing her things, her clothes are already taken away from the cupboard and are now packed in boxes. her medicines are already cleaned up from the table.... 3 days to go and i'll (again) be the master of my holy pink sanctuary....

can't wait that day to come

can't wait to clean up my bedroom

can't wait to decorate my bedroom

can't wait to buy new accessories...

look at the table. it used to be full with medicines, but not now. they are already cleaned up.

my aunt's thingies. they're being packed right now, and will be sent to jakarta through expedition

another corner of my bedroom. these tables are used to be put many kinds of bandages. but now, they're empty already.

I have to be patient. to wait for sunday to come, to wait for my salary to be received, and decorate my room to make it cozier...

Damn! time is crawling..

Lord, thanks for blessing me, and granting what I wished for. Thanks for giving my privacy back. Thanks for giving me this bless along with a happy moment I will have with legato: A vacation to jatim park! it's going to be the first time for me visiting that amusement park. THE FIRST TIME? am I kidding? no!

I come from a family which hardly ever goes out to have vacation. Dad dislikes refreshing or visiting amusement parks or tourism sites. while mom, though she likes and badly needs a vacation, she can't drive by herself to go for a vacation, and her hectic schedule makes her unable to steal some time to go out. while me, I badly need a vacation. I always feel jealous and envious seeing my friends traveled to many beautiful places, and I am sitting alone at home, watching the photos of my friends having vacation posted in FB, no one asked me to go out with them. believe me, I feel badly, terribly, deadly, JEALOUS.
OK, you can say "IT'S WEIRD TO HAVE NEVER BEEN TO JATIM PARK!!" But it's INDEED a fact that my father dislikes vacation. Mom admits that. not only mom, but also everyone in his office admits dad's disliking in vacationing. they said that that's the way my dad is. Poor me :(

And this is going to be a precious time for me. To have fun in jatim park with legato. Dear legato, somehow I feel jealous to see your photos having vacation in beautiful places. this time, I wanna join you, so that I can show to my great-grandchildren that their grandma has experienced a vacation - which is very rare in my family. 

Dad, mom, vacation is expensive in this family. So, may I trust my friends instead of both of you for having a qualified vacation? thank you.