May this 2014 brings us betterment, amiiiin....
The good news is that I got A for my thesis :) And this semester seems to be my greatest semester because my GPA finally reached 3,87!!
Mm don't be amazed. I only take 18 CREDITS and most of the courses have big credit units, therefore it's not quite a hard thing to achieve that high grade.
Saying thank you in all languages won't be enough to thank my advisor :)
Mm, dear, I wanna tell you something.
Yeah, this is january. I used to welcome it enthusiastically. If you read this and this , (waaaa I'm kinda shy to read my old posts xD), and any other posts I wrote regarding to this beautiful lady. Yeah, I have mentioned her name in this blog a lot, like a lottttt.
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| 5 days to go, Nji. Are you still spiritful for welcoming her birthday, just like what you used to be? |
I was a big fan of her. even it WAS ok for me to spend a lot of time, money, and energy to give her an impressing gift. Mm I can't recall what have I gave to her. I've been celebrating her birthday since 2007.
Dear, time passed by. My life has changed a lot. I have a lot of exciting activities that I fell into. Legato. DMF Sastra. Swinging Friends. As well as being a student of linguistics, that ends in a THESIS, which process was hard and tough.
Yeah, dear... I have transformed. I'm no longer in a high excitement towards her. Alhamdulillah.
I hope that it is an indicator of being mature. Although I know that seeking a maturity is indeed an endless journey. Life-long.
I realize that it is not good for an ex-student being a fan of a teacher like an otaku being a fan of anime and games, or like a wota adoring an Idol group. After contemplating the way I adore her, I admit and regret that I was such impolite back then :( I loved her like a wota loving AKB48. I admit that I was wrong.
What can I do to atone my image of being impolite on her?
Well I have to show her that I have transformed, I have realized that it was a mistake and I don't want to do the same thing again this year.
I want to show her that, "Ma'am, Alhamdulillah, I'm already in the last term of my study. I will graduate very soon. Therefore, I have to be more mature also"
No more silly poems. She won't enjoy it, instead, she will see me as a weirdo. No more self-made colorful cards. No more showing off my work.
Yes, I'm no longer as spiritful as what I used to be. Life has to change and I'm thankful for that.
But does it mean that I have to ignore january 9th?
Mm, no. I have to tell her these good news: passing the thesis exam and gaining my highest GPA ever.
I have to tell her that I'm going to graduate very soon.
Well, although the excitement has reduced this high, but she's my teacher that I have to respect. I still have to let her know that I'm still alive and improving :)
Bismillah, hope that I can show her a better image of myself.
Oh My God. this is the very first time I visit your blog. First impression? It's soooo pink!! well, there's nothing wrong with this. congrats for your great new year
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