STYE, I HATE YOU. PERIOD.

I know that it is a common illness to a human being's eye, but.... it HURTS so MUCH.

Everyone I met - either a friend, lecturer, and even STRANGERS are all asking,

"WHAT HAPPENED????"

This is what-so-called a stye or hordeolum. an eyelid infection. Aaaaah, I received many suggestions from my friends, seniors and lecturers on finding a reliever for this terrible ill. Either the traditional ones or by using ointments. I can't bear the itch. Also, when I do my prayers, everytime I perform sujud position, I always feel that my eye is going to jump out from its place aaaaargh >,<

Guys, please pray for me. I hate putting bandages on my eye. I hate holding this itch.

Anyway, my advisor gave me a good news. Yeah, I had a consultation with him, I'm seizing the chance to finish this thesis before his departure. Thank God, now I can work on the discussion part. I know that it - again - needs a long process. I have 15 data to discuss, I have to explain the stereotypes further and my advisor said that I need to have at least 2 references for each stereotypes. great, ain't? It means I have to browse aaaaaaaaaaaalllllllll the PDF files I copied from my friends. To search which ones will fit my topic. hope that it will be fast since my advisor gave me a deadline: NEXT FRIDAY. great! if I can finish the discussion that fast, therefore I can directly go to the Concluding Remarks chapter aaaaand it means I'm ready for the sacred THESIS EXAM.

IS IT THAT FAST? if I can make it, why not?

I asked him, "Sir, is it possible for me to have an exam earlier than the department's schedule, which is usually on November?"

and he answered something that blows my mind,

"wooooh, you are special."

I. AM. SPECIAL. 

I mean, I will be treated special. To have my exam much earlier. AND I'M GOING TO MAKE IT THIS MONTH! SEPTEMBER!!!

bismillah, hope that I'll make it!!